This painting, "Wondering,” is a unique exploration of past memories and future aspirations while savouring the aroma of a cup of tea. The creative journey began with the artist's spontaneous mark-making on the canvas, a technique that allowed the textures and layers of collage to unfold in a truly organic manner, mirroring the intricate layers of memories.
This still-life element, rendered with a touch of abstraction, signifies the transient nature of memories as the vase seems to merge into the background. The presence of a teacup invites the viewer into a moment of reflection and meditation, while the depiction of a glass window hints at a yearning for the future.
The artistic journey leading to this piece was greatly influenced by French artist Édouard Manet, particularly his 1882 work Flowers in Crystal Vase. I was inspired by Manet's impressionist approach, his alla prima, wet-on-wet technique, and loose brushstrokes, which encouraged me to adopt a more fluid and spontaneous style. Another significant influence was Pierre Bonnard, whose domestic scenes and unique perspectives captivated me. Bonnard’s ability to blur boundaries between objects and their backgrounds, along with his focus on sunlight and the interplay between indoor and outdoor spaces, profoundly informed my approach to this artwork.
This piece holds a special place in my heart, acting as a conduit between the past and the future. It invites viewers to uncover their own moments of contemplation. Through the interplay of collage, still life, and abstraction, I aimed to craft a visual narrative that resonates with themes of memory, reflection, and longing.
Oil on stretched Canvas, ready to hang.